Back again!
Want to share this song.
My current favourtite song!

I'm going crazy by-Se7en
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5nEUWiCXPs

Go listen!
I've watched this mv a lot more times than SUJU's Bonamana. Hahaha! Yeah, love the song!

Ohhh! I think the live is damn awesome too!

-希

Once again I am finally posting! Yay rite.
So previously had exams and then going out then work. SO now I am more free! Finally could take a breather.

I realised that in my case, when I think that I wanna blog, high chance I am not feeling that good and there is just something I really wanna rant abt.
And BINGO! It is like that this time.

Sometimes, don't you feel just so annoyed when someone else annoys you. But that is not the annoying thing. The annoying thing is you don't even know why you even bother to be annoyed with that person. Why waste the time? So in a way, you are annoyed with yourself. Had that before?
Well, recently I always feel like that. Some people do some stuff. But I have no idea why I feel so pissed off with them and why I feel like I just want all of them to go separate ways. Seeing all of them tgt just pisses me off and I will think, "CAN'T YOU ALL LIVE ON YOUR OWN?!?! WILL YOU DIE NOT HAVING _____ AROUND?! COME ON! THIS IS YOUR FREAKING LIFE! NOT HIS'S/HER'S!!!!!" I do not understand how they can stand each other every single day.

Another thing I don't understand is how guys can stand girls that flirt like mad. Girls that make use of people to get close to them. Girls who does things that do not fit what they said. Girls that contradict themselves badly. Girls that are hypocrites. Do guys really like girls like that??? Don't they feel uncomfortable? Feels like being with barbie!!!!!(quoted from hee indirectly) It is really amazing how girls can really don't like some characteristics of some girls when guys think that it is perfectly fine! I guess they just enjoy the process of being flirted at. Well, some guy once did tell me," No guy will reject any girl from flirting at them.". Sadly, I guess it is true. But sadly, that is what I really don't like too. You can say that I am not facing reality but I also want them to know that there are girls that really hate that. These kind of guys do not seem reliable at all. They seem like a total playboy that do not mind having flings here and there. Is there any guy that isn't like that? Please say yes. At least there seems to be hope.

And why are there just some people that are such a turn off!!! I really hate people that embarrass people! They do not give face to people at all. They are insensitive. They are inconsiderate. They are selfish. All they want is to bring what they want to say across. They do not care if it makes the person embarrassed at all. They do not know how big a spoiler they are. They do not know how much it dampens one's mood! One day, I am really gonna tell this kind of people what I really think of such behaviour. They ought to know before they embarrass more people. I am not referring to those that are joking but to the serious ones. Everyone is open to different views and opinions but there are definitely better ways to express them. Express in a more sensitive and considerate way please! Srsly!

Okay, I think I've ranted enough. Time to go take a break and go sleep. Long day tmr! Think I will see that domineering Jacelyn again. Oh well, I am not alone.

-希

Heyyy!
Ya I know, I'm finally posting again rite. HAHA!
Life's been normal. At least for now. The real battle haven't started I guess.
Doing Macro econs now. I personally think that micro is MUCCHHHHHHH easier. But, I will still do my best and try to ace it.
Recently, I've been thinking if I shld quit IKEA. I'm doing fine there. But I don't really feel good abt always going outside and returning home late. It's like, I haven't been able to stay at home for one full day for like at least a month! PATHETIC!
I feel so homey now. HAHAHA! But the kaching kaching is sooo attractive! Can't wait for deepavali! It is a public holiday where I GET MY DOUBLE PAY!!! $_$!!!! I will at least earn $96 on that day! AWESOME!!!! And hari raya is coming up too! ANOTHER DOUBLE PAY DAY!!!! AWESOME!!!! Wahhh, I feel so happy just thinking of how the money will roll obediently into my bank! MUAHAHAHA!

Rmb how I mentioned my class was sooo bonded? We are still bonded but there are some issues that came up that are slowly making us, esp. the girls drift apart. I don't like it! We have to maintain our awesomeness!!! I must do something. Afterall, I think, I have the ability to make this change and revert back to normal. I need to put aside my own feelings and help everyone! No matter what, we have to stick tgt for another 2.5 years!!!! I shall see how it goes and see what I can do.

Gtg now, feeling damn sleepy now.
GDNT!

-希

Hi,
it has been exactly one month since I posted. I am rather emo these days. And this week has been an exceptionally unlucky week. No joke. Firstly,I started off unusual. Unusually emo-ing away. People suan me and I could actually tolerate it and be quiet. I could actually not talk for damn long. Come on, you know how unusual that it, especially the suanning part.
Secondly, I had so many days of work. Tues, Wed, Thur, Sat. Tiring to the max! I tried to not go work so early on Tue and succeeded. Ended up going to Geraint's house to do project. But was all the way at Bishan. That is not the main pt. The main pt is, I took the wrong train while travelling to work. Instead of taking the red line to dhoby ghaut(omg, how do you spell that?!?!), I took the circle line,wanting to go to dhoby ghaut. And that is like travelling the whole of the circle line. So of course I was like, SHIT GET OFF!
So I got of at the next stop which was I forgot what. The moment the doors opened, the opp train I was supposed to take back to bishan left. DAMN IT! And wow, how great! I waited for a whole 6 mins for the next train to come.
Okay, not that bad yet. I still had a bit of time. When I finally reached bishan. The moment I reached the platform to take train to city hall, the train left right before my eyes. AGAIN! Oh how great, i waited for another freaking 6 mins. And in the end, I WAS LATE! FREAK!
Then it was a tiring day at work. Had a shortage of $2.80! Sucks! Was damn sad.
So yay, finally time to go home aft work. And walked to bus stop. I saw the bus come and ran my hardest to catch it! I caught it! I was sooo happy cos I was totally shagged. And wow, I realised it was the wrong bus!!!! It doesnt go to queenstown or commonwealth!!! How nice!!! And I had no money with me!!!
So smart cynthia went to ask the uncle if it goes to any mrt station. LUCKILY he said Jurong east. If not I would have cried.
So that was tuesday.
Wed, went to work as usual. Tiring too. blablabla. Time to go home. Took the right bus to commonwealth. This time, I saw the train come and was sooooo delighted to see it empty and with seats!! I was soooooo happy, went in and found a seat and praised the day. Played with my phone. And the next thing I heard was "REDHILL". HAHAHAHAAHAH! how nice, this time, I took the wrong train to the wrong direction. so got down waited for another 5 mins for the train to come.
So basically, it was all about taking wrong buses and trains.
Friday was totally sadddddddddddddddd. When to watch movie and I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!
I LOST $45.70!!!!! I ONLY PAID FOR ONE MEAL AND ALL MY MONEY WAS GONE!!!! GONE WITH THE WIND!!!!!
But the lucky thing was, I flipped my wallet in the morning to realise that my IC was in my wallet and I happen to justttttt take it out in the morning. And my ezlink card was taken out too. Sooooo, luckily I only lost MONEY and that dunno how many years old TORN COIN DROPPING wallet. My friends said it was a sign for me to change wallet. I guess so then. No choice. Okay, in a way I was lucky too. Lucky while I was unlucky. Get it?
Then today!!!! srsly sucked to the max!
All was fine until I went home and wanted to take the bus. I tapped my card and there was no response!!! The uncle said my card spoilt! I was like, "HUH?!?!" How is that possible cos I didnt do anything to it and it was usable when i came to work! What, my butt was too hurt and burnt the card?!?! rubbish rite! So i got down and tried on another bus. And yes, it was the fact. My card spoilt. so i had to pay coins. wasted my money! Reached commonwealth, checked with the mrt guy at the control station. He says my card is out of order. =.=!!!
See, my butt was too hot for the card to take. Sooooo, for at least tmr, I have to travel w/o my SP card. Well, at least it is still an adult card. So not too bad.
BUT THE POINT IS...
SEE HOW UNLUCKY I AM THESE DAYS?!?! I srsly don know wat got into me or my life!!!!

So, tmr is the last day of the week. Will it get better??? I hope so!!! But I foresee HUGE AMT of embarrassment! I am sure! shall update soon if it is not toooo embarrassing.

WOW, SO LONG. GOOD LUCK KIDS! GD NIGHT!
OR MORNING!

-希

I just read a junior's blog and it kind of amazes me how some people's mental age and physical age do not seem to match at all. The maturity in some tells me to reflect on how immature I am. From her blog, there are some things that make so much sense too. All worth thinking and remembering.

Love. I guess this is how happiness comes about too.
"Love is the only thing that keeps humans going forever"
Kinda makes lots of sense to me!

-希

I am really sad now. This time, even suju don't seem to be able to cheer me up. Sometimes, nth much else matters. What matters is the encouragement or consolation I hope to one day be able to receive from you all. But it doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon huh? It's not like I'm not sad enough, Your words don't help at all. Not at all. Why can't you just be like others? I feel so screwed now. Even though looks are really superficial, it really doesn't make one feel good when people are saying how ugly and stupid you look. Srsly, will anyone even appreciate?
I can just cry now.

-希

I am feeling so scared and sad now! I am scared of doomsday! I am scared of dying! I am scared of pain! I am scared of 2012. Don't tell me it will not come true, cos no one knows yet. Imagine just having approximately 2 years and 3mths and around3 weeks left (assuming we live till the last day of 2012) with your loved ones. Isn't it too horrible for anyone to take? omg, I srsly don't wanna die! I better go find a boyfriend soon. So that at least, if 2012 really happens, I have loved at least once. BUT PLEASE LET IT BE FAKE!!!! THERE IS SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO AND HAVE NOT DONE YET!!! I WANT TO WORK IN TOURISM!!!! I HAVEN DONE THAT YETT!!!! I HAVEN GONE TO SOOOOOO MANY COUNTRIES! This means that I must go watch super show3 next year, cos i might never get the chance to see them ever again. Shucks, I can just cry now! This is what the night does, make one emo and feel sad and worry and the list goes on.

oh noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can just cry now!

-希

I'm having a lot of mixed feelings now. So not exactly feeling very happy. I guess, a lot more are hidden.

Exams exams exams. One more paper! Last paper, econs on monday! And aft that, I'm free! Shall earn money like mad! HAHAH!

How nice, I don't know what to blog abt again...=.=!!!

Anyway, jiayou peeps, study hard for promos!

-希

I decided to blog because I realised that I kinda forgot the the existence of my blog! HAHAHA!

Anyway, was a good girl, studied hard today. Not hardcore memorising though. Since it's stats, most impt thing to do is to understand. Formulas given anyway so better to understand and know what to use. Accounting is srsly troublesome and nerve-racking(is this correct?. It is soooo freaking hard to balance cos I am careless. Sighhh.I hope i will be super careful on Monday and be able to balance my accounts once and for all. And I really realised that I worry too much. But good thing abt me is that, I worry but I kinda fix the worries and it normally turns out to be not that bad. Might not be fine but ok lah. Accountancy exam on monday, Stats on wednesday, econs on the following monday. Then I am free!!!!! To go grab all the money I can!!!
IKEA!!!! HERE I COME!!!!
They have all the money there for me to earn! I hope I am smart enough to pick up quickly and do a good job there! I don't think anyone knows this but I always secretly(no longer a secret since I'm telling you this) aim to do my best in work and try to be the best employee! HAHAHA! This is not some mindset I trained but something natural. I always have this thought when I work. Especially before I start a new job. But for Ajisen's case, it didn't last long. Such waiting jobs is not easy to handle at all. Need more experience to be able to do a fantastic job.
Anyway, I have lots of things to look forward to! SWIMMING!,Ikea, CRUISE!, Chalet! I know I have been harping on cruise and chalet for quite long. But too bad! HA! It will be when you jc peeps are having a torturous time in the exam hall!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Oh, I kinda look forward to Spot programme too! I don't think anyone knows what spot programme is. It stands for SP outstanding talent. I looking forward to it cos I want the overseas CIP and camps!!!!! Regarding the elective modules on the world today. I chose to keep a positive mindset abt it for now. Those are essential for me too. Shall try to like it!

More studying tmr! See you peeps!
SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM

-希

My 200th post.

I am not in an exactly good mood now. Not cos of anyone in particular but due to my lack of discipline these few days. I srsly don't know what has happened to me because recently my focus is srsly off. Even when there are no distractions and just my work in front of me, I can just start to stone and basically 放空. That can actually last for like 10 mins before I try to shake myself awake. In this way, I always end up wasting lotss of time. I do have revision to do and this kind of me is not helping at all. Okay, it's not like I'm lacking way behind or I am dead for sure or something. I'm still fine i think. Just that, this side of me is really starting to get on my nerves. I really need to find some way to solve this problem. Any suggestion guys???
Okay, I doubt anyone is even going to reply to this qn of mine considering the fact that no one did for the last one. Oh well, everyone's busy right. No choice. I guess I'm the only free one around.

Anyway, my dad just came back from this 7th month dinner. He was telling us about how he met this new friend who's daughter is extremely smart. She managed to get some very pro scholarship which I kinda forgot the name, to go to USA to study for 4 years. Total amount the government is giving for the education is $620,000. And that girl also gets a salary of $2000 per month while studying. How cool right. I did kinda wonder why I am not as smart and pro as her and obviously this is because both our intelligence lie in different areas. I am still trying to aim for my SIA scholarship. It definitely is not going to be easy. But I will try for it. I need to study well!!!! I hope that I will be able to achieve a goal for once.

study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!

-希

So the barbecue was okay. Hope bel enjoyed her birthday. Lots of people came. But not as much as I expected. Ate ate ate, stood around. Chat for a while. Talked to madcow abt dreams and blablabla. Basically was like that. Cannot blame bel for not keeping us company cos she was soooo busy with a lot of calls and had to talk to a lot of her other friends. Nonetheless, was happy to see her. Somehow, makes me look forward to my class chalet in November! Ha.

I'm a bad kid. I didn't keep up with the schedule that I did up. I guess I have to push everything back. But I'm glad I finished some retarded work that I had to do. Super hard and stupid. Plans for tmr is to study accounting and do some papers. Hope I will be able to do all that by 7pm so that I can bathe at 7pm and watch tv at 7.30pm! Yay!

Anyway, I've got a really serious question to ask you all.
Am I a really evil person to the point that I hurt people???
Yes, please answer this question truthfully. Your feedback will be useful for future reference. Your attention is much appreciated. Thank you!

HAHAHA!

-希

There are times when you feel disappointed when you don't seem as important as others in someone's eyes. Don't you? Sometimes, it's just not meant to be. Shall take it as it goes. See where I will end up at. Cherish your impt friends yeah?

-希

I am badmooding now. Feeling very unhappy and annoyed. About wat? I don't know. My moodswings again. I don't really know wat to say now but I know I want to say something.Ok nvm, I shal just talk abt something.

So, firstly, Yesterday's cycling was really fun. I don't know why it was fun. I just felt very happy. I don't think you all understand what I am saying. Ok, it's like normally if I went for this kind of outings with not very fun people I won't think that the outing was fun. But for yesterday, I still thought that it was fun. Yeah.
But there was one scary part. I honestly felt like I don't know what to do. Sometimes there are just some people who don't seem that much they way they are on the surface. We need more patience to straighten our thoughts to handle scary situations well. Anyway, someone definitely owes me a good explanation on what actually happened. If you are reading now, be prepared. But I doubt you are reading too. I will soon declare the second person from class failed from reading my blog. Soon.
Recently, I am turning more and more, how to say, erm, straightforward? I prefer more straightforward forms of expression. Like, I really don't like it when people keep things within themselves. I won't don't like them for that. But I will feel veryyyyy annoyed for not being able to know what they actually feel. Be it because of me or not, I don't care. They better tell me, if not I will feel unhappy. In a way, I think it's good cos I am more and more true to myself. However, I think it is very bad too cos I will slowly turn very blunt? I don't know. Sometimes, I keep telling myself that I need to control what I am saying. Not everyone can take it. For example my suans and sarcasm. There are people outside with very weak hearts. I need to control my self if not I will just give them a heart attack. I am trying. Trying to be more quiet. But it takes time yeah. If only I can know how much every person I am in contact in can take. Like that, I will know what to say. Don't tell me to stop being sarcastic or stop suaning people. I can't. It really is in me alrd. Sadly. Life will be even more boring without all these tools.

Saturday will be Bel's birthday party at ecp again. I think I will most probably meet madcow then go together or something. The train ride from Pioneer all the way to Bedok is just tooo much to bear. DAMNNNNN LONG!!!! I am excited to see excos again. But I am also scared to meet more people, esp. AC people. I am quite sure tons of them will come. I don't want to have weird feelings. I will most probably keep to the excos. If they happen to somehow abandon me, I will go to seaside and emo. HAHA! I actually like it. It feels good.HAHA!

Anyway, I feel soo much better aft typing all these. I know you guys are busy and most probably won't be seeing this anytime soon. Study hard people! Do well and be promoted okay! All the best guys! I will also do my best for the exams. I need to cover alot of chapts i am not good in. Everyone just press on! Me too! I am looking forward to the 5 weeks of holidays aft my 2weeks of exam!!!

-希

SO today was that dialogue session with sec 4s thingy. Overall was okay. I hope they come to SP tourism! Haha, the choice is still up to them. Just hope that they won't regret. Heard that Charmaine wants to switch from poly to JC next year. Wow, unusual sight. But she really didn't look like the poly type. Hahaha, I hope i don't turn out to be like her. Talked to Laila and friends, those from G3 this year. Quite a fun and nice bunch. Their prelims are coming really soon. Just like my exams. Shucks, I need to start studying, for real. When I went back today, I rediscovered some of my fears which i shall not mention. Didn't feel too good. All I have to say is, some people are really not for me. I have been harping on this for quite a while. But I srsly think this is soooo true.There are so many worries in life that cause people to come tumbling down from where they are...
I want class outing! I want to go cycling! At ECP! Love it, mannn!

Okay, I'm speechless once again.
Shall come back when I find something to say.

-希

Okay, I don't know why I am still awake now. I refuse to sleep. hahahahahaaha.
I feel very exposed now. 2 people from my class know abt my blog. okay, technically one for now. Since the other one kinda gave up looking i guess. hahaha!

Anyway, today was the YOG JYOF thingy. You know, the flame thingy. yeah,so i was at SP cheering. I mean, waiting for a long time then cheering. hahaha. even though we didn't do much, it was still fun! HAHA! Class bonding. Got free coke, which resulted in classmates bring tons of them home. two of them brought 6 bottles home. Highest record, 8 BOTTLES. Yes, Devy Aprilina that is you. Hahaha,yeah, don't be surprised, my class is full of cheapskate people.HAHAHA!

2mr is the dialogue session thing in crescent. Yeah, and once again I turned evil. And I shall not disclose how I was evil. I want to share my experiences. But I doubt I will get that chance since I saw how many poly kids they were inviting. There were quite a few. And how great, I don't know practically all of them. WOW, I LOVE THIS! yeah, so. i will just see how it goes tmr. And see if I should let my evil side come out. Shall see!
Oh, sometimes i really wonder if i will get retribution for being soooo evil. But, you know, i don't really mean it. SO yeah, dear gods, don't blame me okay! hahaha! Stupid, i know. hahahaha!

And some people just really need to stop finding out who all the "he"s i am talking about. They have no meaning. Okay, that Devy Aprilina person out there. thanks ah. hahaha!

okay, i don't know wat to say.
byebye
-希
~hi devy! *waves enthusiastically*~

HELLOW WELLOW MELLOW KELLOW FELLOW RELLOW SELLOW LELLOW YELLOW
DEVY.
HA.
NONONONONO HA!

-希

Hello persons out there.

I am currently very annoyed cos I am freaking bored. I want to watch something but don't know anything good to watch. BORED!!!! I think I will just end up doing revision papers.

Haven't been updating for a long time. So yeah, here goes.
Most recent thing that happened, Seoul Garden-ed with EXCOS. Quite satisfying but not VERY satisfied maybe cos I have been visiting Seoul Garden for the past I dunno how many years. Time for them to change their menu. Anyway, felt really happy when I met the EXCOS, haven't seen them in ages.Generally, everyone's still the same. Ate and ate and ate. Towards the end, took pictures, blablabla. I felt really terrible during the taking pictures part. Reason being I was feeling SUPER uncomfortable laughing and wanting to burp at the same time. Get it? It's like there is gas stuck right in your windpipe and you can't get it out. In fact, it felt as though there was something pushing the gas out and something pushing the air in at the same time. Superrr painful. And I laughed all thanks to stupid fart who was cursing the polaroid camera. HAHAH! Now that I think of it, it is still freaking funny.
What happened was:
Joey's camera had some problem so she wanted to test the camera. When Ann heard it she was saying how Joey should take a picture of her. Then stupid fart said something like how it will burst into flames immediately. HAHAHA, OMG, DAMNNN FUNNY!!! Super funny if you imagine how it will be like.
Hahaha, then another part worth cracking up was fart being HEARTLESS!
Slygirl had to leave first and when she said, "ok, i need to go now." All fart said was, " k bye." in a SUPER heartless and don't care tone. STUPID! hahaha, damn funny.
Then went home with my already huge but turned even more huge tummy. Super tired when I reached home.

Hahaha, so yeah, HOLIDAYS and study week starts now!

Plans for holidays!
- NOTHING.
sad right? Yeah, I know. Too bad, I am not at all a happening person. That's why my classmate was so happy for me when I said I was going for seoul garden. He said,"YAY! CYNTHIA HAS FRIENDS!". =.=

Yeah, that's all for now.
I bet not everyone read all the way up till here.

-希

My birthday this year will be too happening for me to take. I am so so so dead. My class will definitely find ALL ways to kill me. My birthday shall be my deathday.
Don't know what I am talking about right? Hahaha, my class is having a class chalet on the first week on October, after we come back from cruise and they had decided to put the chalet on my birthday so that they can make a fool out of me at the same time. What a GREAT plan right? Hahaha, ok, I feel happy that someone will be celebrating my birthday with me. First birthday party!!! But the very very very bad part is that they are all going to take revenge on me, for all the things I did to them. HAHAHAHA! And you know how evil your good friend here is. HAHA! So yeah, I am dead. Feel happy yet scared at the same time. hahaa.

Woooo, One more week to hols! Almost one week lah. Hahahahaa, love YOG!!! Finally get a longer holiday! Bad part is we have exams immediately after our hols. Technically, it's 3 weeks of hols and one week of study break. In short, one month of hols. ahahaha! I better study man! I WANT MY GPA OF 3.8!!!! AIM AIM AIM!!! My GPA for the previous exams were soooo freaking lousy. Including the projects that I can count in, I only got 3.5!!! Freak man! I need to do better the next exam. Higher weightage. I want to pull my GPA up and not pull it down. no no no. Sorry if I am being to whatever you call that but I really want to try to get the highest for econs again! hahahaha! I love econs! I want to do well! 100 again? hahahaa! Try luh huh. I want my pacc to be A this time. If possible, high A, so that can pull up my freaking B to at least a B+? Try luh, again. Stats, ehhh, trying to aim for A again. Don't mind a borderline A since I am alrd getting A for that. MOB, I BETTER GET AN A! My projects keep pulling me down! sighhh... I guesss I am not good at projects huh.

Plan for hols:
GO EAT BUFFET WITH FART!!!!
Go Kbox with either class or tae hee.
Go swimming or exercise or something.
Consultations
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
and the list goes on.

What do I get aft studying hard and aft exams?
CRUISE!!!!!
HOLIDAYS AGAINNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
CHALET!!!!!!!!!!
MORE KBOX!!!!!!!!!
MORE BUFFET!!!!!!!!!!!
MORE SWIMMING!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXCITEMENT EXCITEMENT EXCITEMENT!!!

okay, long post. hahah, im tired. byebye.

-希

I srsly hate girls. I hate the way they are. I hate they way they care soooo much about beauty. I hate the way I look stupid because of them. I guess I have no choice but to face this clothes problem in poly. I hate this man. If only I could punch every person who makes me feel stupid. Okay, I'm not being rational now. I'm crazy. blablabla. Miss the all girls environment badly. really. That was when no one will look at how you dress, no one will care how you look. Cos there was no one looking at you. Miss those more innocent times.

-希

You dear friend is sick now. Her nose is running a marathon(quoted from chai) and her throat is failing her too. Dying soon. Maybe tomorrow you can find blood all around me. Maybe lungs too. I am going to cough all of them out.soon. Haha.
I am dying mentally too. Projects, projects and more projects. ALL DUE ON THE SAME 2 WEEKS!!!!! Then I have french exam on last day of school. vfloafudnvkc. I am failing it. Okay, I don't want to. *COUGH*COUGH*COUGH* literally, not sarcastically.
Okay, I think i need plastic surgery, my nose is dropping off from all the rubbing.
Be prepared to see Cynthia Goh with a new nose. HAHA.

okay,bye, your sick friend is tired. byebye. don't have to tell me to get well soon or take care, I KNOW. hahahaha.

-希

Whoa, been a long time since I've updated!
I have hard weeks ahead. 2 hard weeks ahead to be precise.
No time to relax and slow down. Must chiong all the way!!!
It's really amazing how couples can quarrel over the smallest things huh. Ji Yoon unnie says that love is like that. Couples make small things HUGE when it is just nothing. Haha, complicated... Imagine if everyone, not just couples quarrel over the slightest things, I think my life will be full of quarrels. The first thing people would quarrel with me about is DEFINITELY my suans and sarcasm. I AM SURE!!! HAHAHA! IT'S OKAY, I AM PROUD OF MY ABILITY TO SUAN AND BE SACARSTIC!!! Soon!!! I will find my suaning partners in class!!! Then we will start our suaning expedition! hahaha!

Anyway, the guys just taught me the difference between perverted and disgusting. Hahaha, I thought they were equally bad. They say that perverted is waywaywaywayway worse. Then, there came an example which made me understand totally. Hahaha, he said:" Would you rather someone touch you or someone burp at you?" HAHAHAHA! THEN I UNDERSTOOD! HAHAHAAH! So hard to understand the guys huh!

I WANNA GO KBOX WHEN HOLS START!!!!!
TENTATIVE DATE: 10 AUGUST
TENTATIVE PEOPLE GOING: ME AND WHOEVER WANTS TO COME FROM MY CLASS
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-希

Today, okay, i meant yesterday was my BELOVED HEECHUL'S BIRTHDAY!!!!
SARANGHAEYO HEECHUL!!! SARANGHANDA!
I am soooo happy to find out that his birthdate is the opp of mine.
hahaha!
His is 10/7
Mine is 7/10
HAHAHAAAAAHAAHAHAHAHAA! I LOVE THIS FACT!
He is 10 years older than me! OLDIE!!!! HAHAHAHA!
But I still love him!!!
Hahaha, my future boyfriend will be such a poor thing. Girlfriend only cares abt idol!
hahahaha!

I really should start to lose weight, considering the fact that I am most probably gonna be forced to go to gala night on cruise in sept. Even though I can still fit into my prom dress, this time is gonna be diff. During prom, I can go around without wearing safety shorts inside my dress. But this time I doubt I can. Guys are around. So yeah, shld lose some weight too. People are looking. hahahahaaha! SWIM SWIM SWIM!!! SWIM MY WAY THROUGH THE POOL!!!! SWIM MY WAY THROUGH IT!

okay, im tired now.
bye

- 希

Ok! Finally the weekend. Finally the end of my French exam, finally got back all my results. I did okay. But yet slightly disappointing.
Statistics of Business: 91
Econs: 100
Management of Organisational Behaviour: 82
Principles of accountancy: 74
So I got 3 As and One pathetic B-. JUST ONE MORE MARK TO GET B+!!!!! ANNOYING!

French exam was okay. Like I can't say it's hard. But not easy too. Duh. At least, it's over!
Monday: -SPSS exam. Just some stats computer component. Something like excel.
-Outing with my Primary school friends!!! My friend is back from Ireland!!!!!
Wednesday: My FIRST official Chinese Orchestra practice after4 years!!! Can't wait!

Freak! I 've got TONS of projects to do!!!!! FREAKKK!!!
10/7-Debate practice
12/7- I say hi to my new MOB project
17/7- Actual debate
23/7- DBE tour package submission.
30/7- ONOW presentation. Some CME thingy presentation. Stupid rite? Yes, I know.

I srsly think that the debate practice thing is super retarded. After we do the debate practice, won't the opposition team already know what we are going to talk about. Won't they find ways to rebut us?!?! Omg, my ONOW teacher srsly is sooo , I am sorry but I think this is the most appropriate word, BRAINLESSSS!!!!!!
Anyway, my debate topic is Homosexuality and I am in the proposition team. Freak, it's hard to win when we are the proposition team for such qns. Anyone wants to contribute any ideas?!?!?

Oh, and friends, Help me do this survey! You can do as many times as you want. HAHAHAA!
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/6JB88P6
Thank you friends! Rmb, you can do as many times as you want. HAHAHA!

- 希

Am I hiding something? I hope not. I don't want to.
But why am I feeling this way?? What a very weird feeling. I don't like it.
Can you go away?!?!

omg, I feel so badly annoyed nowww!!! I need a punching bag!!!!! *BOOSH! BOOSH! BAHNG!*
Don't ask me why I am feeling like that. Stupid question for me. And when I see heechul's unhappy face and taeyeon's even more unhappy face, I feel even worse... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. A loud, long one. Nothing seems to be able to make me feel better right now. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG!!!!!!!!!!

I just witnessed a great deal of unreasonableness. Really speechless.

Ok, I got the art disease. I'm getting annoyed at weird things.
I am seriously getting super annoyed. Even my hair is standing!
Can't understand those people!!!!
I should just learn to ignore and heck care them!
TSK!
Don't expect me to talk to you on FB anymore!!!
arghhhh!

-希

Sometimes I really wonder if he hates me or something.

I hate it when people don't reply my comments on fb. It makes me look stupid. And some people just like to do that! ARGHHH. Makes me wonder if my comments are really retarded. Don't understand why they reply everyone else but me!!! ANNOYING! Hahahahaha! I sound like i want a lot of attention!!!

Anyway, I am feeling super bored now!!!! I am watching 偷心大聖 PS 男 now, a drama which a lot of people find nice. But I srsly don't understand why I don't find it at all interesting. I don't feel obliged to continue watching it. Oh well, maybe I'm getting old. Cannot catch up with the youngsters. HAHAHA! I miss my suju and SS501 on variety shows. THEY NEED TO ENTERTAIN MEEEEE!!!!

Aching like siao now cos of DTRM camp but will still go swimming 2mr. Must go cos I am expecting my menses to come anytime soon. Surprisingly it didn't come during the camp. Was supposed to!
After swimming 2mr, will be a I-have-nth-to-study-but-they-have session with art and lisa.
I shall slack again.

By the way, wat is nua?
And what is farney? Barney's friend. HAHAHAHAAHAH!

-希

WOO HOO! 100TH POST! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

老娘回来咯！！！！
Back from 2 torturous days of camp. Super tiring. Super dirty. Even though it was course bonding camp, it felt more like a class bonding camp for our class. Our class got muchhhh more bonded after the camp even though we were alrd quite bonded. hahahaha! It was all thanks to the class performance that was put up! HAHA! Want to see the performance? Should be on fb! hahahaa!

First day was station games. Super tiring but have quite a few fun games. Quite creative games too. A lot of dirty games. As in games that will make you dirty. There was captains ball in the pool too. HAHAHA! SUPER FUNNY COS I CAN'T EVEN MOVE WELL IN WATER!!! Needless to say even being able to catch a ball. HAHA! The seniors really love the water and flour combination or if not the water, flour, mud combination. These fantastic combinations make flour and mud get stuck on your shirt and they never get off. hahaa. Won most of the games! yay! haha!!!

Second day is the horrible-est Amazing race. I seriously hated it TO THE MAXXXXX!!!! We took mrt from SP to city hall and walked to esplanade then walked allll the way to Singapore Flyer. Then walked alllllll the way to victoria concert hall. Then walked back to esplanade. Then walked back to city hall and walked again to Singapore Art Museum. Played some piggyback game. Of course I didnt want to be piggy backed so i carried some other girl. I know, I am strong. Then took train to orchard to go to ion. Got chased away by the security guard so went into ion for lunch. Took 8 mins excluding ordering just to wait for food!!!! WHAT KIND OF SERVICE IS THAT MANNN!!!! GAVE WRONG FOOD SOMEMORE!!!! Because of that, a few other grps passed us. Then from ion, walked allllllll the way to The Cathay! POWER RIGHT! I almost went crazy. Needed to pee badly and lack water at the same time. Just plain torture. From Cathay, ran alll the way to some park near the cathay. The sun was blazing!!! The finally did we get to go back to SP. I'm sure you all don't know how much I walked and ran. IT IS JUST A LOT. So much that when I went back to SP, I sat down and couldn't lift my leg up to do that coffee shop position. Aching crazily and tired like siao.

ok, im tired i want to sleep. byebye.

-希

8 MORE HOURS TO START OF CAMPPPP!!!!!
GONE FOR 2 DAYS!
DON'T MISS ME COS I WON'T MISS YOU!!!!

-希

YO Yo yo!!!

Recently, I have been thinking why is it so easy for people to get into a relationship and why is it so hard for some others to do the same?
We had our first class couple! Haha, that means 2 more people down. A total of 8 down, 11 left standing, single. Wow, soon, the numbers will conquer our class and we are reaching half! o.0!!!
I have been thinking recently. How do you know if you like someone? I asked a few people. They just told me, " You will know when you like someone." I was like ........ Haha, what kind of answer is that?!?! But oh well, that is not for me to know in the mean time. hehehehe.

Today was a tiring day again. Went all the way to Orchard like for nothing... super annoying. Couldn't find what I wanted. Then came alllllll the way back to JP to mail my stuff. Then bought clothes, like finalllyyyyy i have something new to wear!!!! Just t-shirts. Not in any position to wear flashy clothes anyway. Almost went back home when Amy called to get me to help her in the teaching of the dances. HAHAH. Then went to her house and danced with some of our classmates. WE LEARNT HOW TO DANCE GEE!!!! From the beginning to the end of chorus. hahahaha, not bad rite! But it isn't easy at all. phew, poor snsd. Didn't eat dinner cos had no money and didn't want to borrow from anyone(How unusual of cynthia goh.). so stared at people eating and i just drank my iced milo kosong. After everyone had their meal, i was hungry. HAHAHA! super qian bian!!! Then went to buy 3 pieces of sushi. hahaha, and that's all. All I had since noon was 3 pieces of sushi, one snack, one iced milo kosong. HAHAHA! WOW!!!! How unsual of Cynthia Goh again. Haha, no, i am not on a diet. Just being weird again. hahhahahaa.
Went back to dance a bit. Taught slow geraint how to dance. hahaha. Then went home at 10.30. sighhh, tiring luh.
Today was the first time someone said that I am not a girl right smack in my face. Was shocked. Not like I didn't know I'm not at all girly. But just shocked that someone will tell me that. I went speechless after that. hahahaha. But it really is annoying comments like these from some people will stay in my mind for so long. They need to go back home and not stay in my innocent and pure brain. HAHAHAHAHA! Anyway, I am freaking tired nowww.... I shall sleep.

-希

Okay, so no swimming 2mr.
Have to go to CPF building to get some cpf contribution thingy.
Then back to SP to hand in documents. Sigh... lesson learnt.
Then meeting Geraint and Amy for kpop dancing at Amy's house.
HAHAHAHA! No, we are not dancing for no reason. We are choreographing for class performance on during camp. No, nth special. Just combining the popular songs together.So will be kpop dancing for 3 days straight! Feeling a bit speechless about it. hahahaa.
SIGHHHH.... NO SWIMMINGGGG!!!! AHHHHH!!!!
omg, im sleepy now.

Okay, anyway, ended exam today!!! YAYYYYY!!!! Chukahanda!
When for "class" lunch today. 13 out of 19 people went. Not bad. Went to Suntec for Aston's. Really cheap. I spent only $6.90 net on my meal. Food is not bad too!
After eating, followed the people for some shopping. Note: I only followed. And yes, the guys came along to follow too. ahaha, lame. Walk for super long. Whoa, i hate it man. super tiring!
Then Amy went to buy a $59 jacket from GAP. Haha, she bought it cos original price was $120++? Oh well, considered worth it? But I doubt I will buy.
While Amy was trying jackets, a lot of them left. Some went shopping in orchard, some went home, some we suspect went girlfriending but refuse to admit. ahahha!
So in the end, was left with Amy, Geraint, Joey and I. Went to Plaza Sing to watch movie. They wanted to watch Elm's street thingy? Some M18 horror movie which i really didnt want to watch. Haha, but didnt manage to buy tickets cos 2 of us are underaged. In the end, watched Nanny McPhee. hahaha, small c, big p. hahaha. Not bad, at least i didnt fall asleep. ahaha, there was this cute little boy there. ahah, super cute. funny ah ma. cute piglets which can do synchronised swimming and can climb trees. hahahaha, lameeee! But was okayyyy luhhh. hahaha

i am srsly damn tired nowwww.
sleeping till i wake up naturally 2mr!!!! yay!!! no disturbances!!!

-希

ANNOUNCEMENT:
ANYONE WANTS TO GO FOR A SWIMMING DATE WITH ME ON FRIDAY?!?!?!
呼叫朋友们！有没有人有兴趣和我一起共渡一个非常美好的星期五下午??? 有用之约?!?!
有兴趣请拨打热线 81xxxx07! HAHAHAHAHA!
-希

You have no idea howwww badly annoyed I am right NOWWW!!! I rather they not come. I don't like that so near yet so far feeling. It is annoyingggg to the maxxxxxxx!!!!

Ok, anyway, I want to join this halloween scare cast so badly!!! SP is recruiting scare actors to scare people in the wild which I assume to be night safari which madcow goes every single year. I WANT TO GO SCARE PEOPLEEEE!!!! I will get allowance. Transport and meals are all covered. HOW EXCITING RIGHTTT!!!! Haha, but the part which I don't like is that there is this audition. But srsly, how do you do audition for this kind of thing? Act as a ghost? Sadly, I don't think I am good at that at alll. Another thing is that we are supposed to fill in this application form thingy. And we do have to fill in weight which I am very reluctant to. HAHAHAHAHA! As usual huh. But no matter what, I REALLY WANT TO GO SCARE PEOPLE!!!!!

Oh and there is a few bursaries that I want to apply for. One is the MOE bursary which I get $800 a year. The other one is the Ngee Ann foundation thingy which I get $2000 per year. That is for bursary. For scholarship, it's $4000 per year!!!! A lot right? I know. And yes, I am allowed to apply for it though I am not from NP. hahaha! But I am sooooo lazy to go apply for it!!! For the MOE one still not too bad, I just have to submit the form in SP. But for the Ngee Ann one, I have to personally go to their main building to submit to the office and it is at Orchard!!!! ahhhhh!!!! So far away!!! No matter what, I think I will still go, for the money! HAHAHAHA! money money money oooo ahhhh!!!!

MST starts 2mr!!!! Accounting first. I srsly have to be VERY careful!!! If not I will just fail. No joke. Today, I just tried one of the past year papers. And because of one careless mistake, I lost 35 marks straight, when full marks is 50. Anyway, the first qn costs 35 marks. Which mean I got the whole qn wrong. I srsly cannot make any careless mistakes!!!! We are talking abt an A and a FAIL here, not A and B.

go meeee, go heee, go xiiiii!!!!!

-希

Haha yeah people. I have a cousin in korea currently. She is coming back in July. She went there to study for a few months. Bad news is I can't get my suju autograph anymore... sigh...
And why does fm 100.3 keep playing Ukiss's songs?!?! I heard Bingeul Bingeul a few times. And I FINALLY manage to catch Miinah being played on radio! FINALLLY!!! I have been waiting for ages! Now I'm waiting for oori double S oh gong yi to appear on radiooo!!!! songs I mean.

wooo, mst aka common tests starting on monday! 4 days, one hour per day. So fast yet so slow. haha! Can't wait for it to be over! But immediately after our msts, we would have to start on our new project. We barely had any breaks from projects? And this project has a super heavy weightage of 50%!!! o.0!!! Scary huh! But is a fun project. We got to choose one out of three themes for our project. I belong to the live entertainment and sports entertainment theme. haha, others were like heritage and commercial. Commercial being theme parks, shopping blablabla. And heritage is like, yeah you know luh, heritage. HAHAHA! For our presentation, we are suppose to do a workshop to present our theme. Haha, I have a strong feeling that we are gonna perform kpop and teach kpop dances to our class! hahahahaha! The group that chose the amusement park theme is thinking of going to either Universal studios or Sunway Lagoon at KL for pics, videos, info, inspiration blablabla. DAMN FUN RITE! Haha, I was wondering why didn't I choose that theme. Oh well, my theme is not bad too! We get to talk abt concerts, world cup@ Africa, YOG blablabla. Not bad luh. Shall create own enjoyment out of this! Fun project!!!!!

I WANT TO GO SWIMMINGGGG!!!! BADLYYYYYY!!!!!

-希

OMG I LOVE MY COUSIN!!!!!! SARANGHAE UNNIE!!!!!!
HAHAHA, JUNG TAE HEE! BE JEALOUS!!!
MY COUSIN IN KOREA IS GOING TO HELP ME GET SUJU'S AUTOGRAPH!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!HEECHUL!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, I AM SSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPYYYY NOWWW!!!!!!

Sometimes, don't you just wish your idol was one of your siblings?
I dunno why but I miss my chullie sooooo badly!!!!
Chul ah! Saranghae!

-希

THE AWESOME CYNTHIA GOH AKA SEENTEYUH CUT HER AWESOME HAIR AND NOW HER HAIR LOOKS EVEN MORE AWESOME! HOW AWESOME!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! ~AWESOME~
~i stole this awesome pic from awesome heesica~
~shhhh~
~good, awesome...~

-希

This song is really nice!!!

Love Ya by SS501
listen ah!

-希

I LOVEEEEE SUJU!!!! I HATE SAMSUNG!!!!!! I HATE SINGTEL!!!!!! I HATE THE ORGANISERS WHO CAME UP WITH THAT FREAKING PLAN!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!

BOO YA!

I FINALLY WATCHED HEECHUL'S PART ON KANG SHIM JANG!!!! FINALLY!

Haha, anyway sleepover was fun. Talked talked talked. Watched Ip Man. Listened to someone's scandals. Haha, I wonder who will be the next. People, update me if you all have any scandals in school okay! MUST AH! People, organise the next sleepover in June okay! Include more people, I mean people we are close to.

Finished MOB presentation on Friday. First presentation in my poly life. I think it wasn't good. My presentation was okay. But the contents in the ppt wasn't good enough i think. Oh well, there goes my A. But nvm, we have millions of projects to go. I will haunt my A back.
"Fly back"
"Fly back"
"My A please fly back"

I have been thinking for a while and decided that it might be a good thing that I didn't go to JC. Not that I can't handle the stress. Actually I'm quite sure I can handle the stress. Look, you are talking about Cynthia Goh! But I think I might not be able to handle the strong competition. I also think that I might not be smart enough for the As. Srsly. Even though Poly isn't very easy to handle, I think it is better than JC? Oh well, now I say that I don't regret going to poly. Later I get a super lousy GPA and cannot get into uni, see how I kill myself. HAHA! jkjk. Cynthia Goh won't kill herself, she is scared to die. That's why I am scared of 2012. hahaha.


~ We live in a shitty world and we are all shit. But we try to be nicer smelling than the other shit(s) and smell nice among all the smelly things we encounter~



I am .

ELLO!
My project is finally done!!! yay! But I need to rush my homework because of all the projects. Oh well, I believe I should be able to handle it. Presentation on Friday! French on Friday! SLEEPOVER ON FRIDAY!!!! YAYYYYYY!!!! Can't wait. haha!
Exams in 2 weeks time. I'm gonna mug like siaooo! HAHAHA! Nth much anyway.

That's abt it for today, still got lots of hw to do.

Jalga unnie, dongsaengs!

-希

Project-ing my life away. Projects are ok. Just that some of our lecturers for some projects don't tell us clearly what they want for our presentation. So being the kiasu Singaporeans that we are, we would naturally want to try to include every single nonsense we can find. The more the merrier mindset right? But everything just becomes retarded and stupid when the lecturer says that he doesn't want to see everything we did not include in a w/s done beforehand. Any extra info not found in the w/s will result in marks being deducted for presentation. And that means that our As will all fly away. Stupid! Now I have to keep editing and editing. arghhhh.
It srsly is annoying when some of your group members are retarded. They send you ppt to compile when they don understand a thing abt wat they typed. When you ask them, they say they not sure and ask you to crap something out of it. Then when you ask them if they have any researched info, they give you one link and tell you to DIY. How smart rite!!! SMARRRTTEESSTTTT move EVER! They just made my life SOOOOOO easy. Never gonna group with them again! Waste my time. If they are to complain at how lousy the ppt i did was, I am soo gonna whack them. I will cry a river for them!
-希

CMCC CAMP IS............0_0..............

Class bbq 2mr! whee!

It's very hard to change the fact that girl-friends are still better. At least, I don't fear them. Maybe I'm still not used to having guys around. I am so paranoid about everything! Scared that I will piss them off, scared that they think I'm weird, scared that I stress them out, scared that I will make them annoyed, scared that...
Weirdly, I don't feel such things when I with the girls. They still feel closer to me. Less stressed to be around girls. And, guys are scary. Really, sometimes. They just make you feel like the whole world stopped. Super scary when they prank you. Annoyingly, they prank and scare people really well. My heart can literally be tossed out when they prank me. Well, you can say it's fun also. But I have a weak heart, just like art. Might not be able to take all the attacks.
Next thing I fear: Being thrown into the pool on bbq day. BIGGEST WORRY.
I shall be very silent that day. So that my words won't go wrong. No one will notice me. I can go home alive. I can survive. Wow, it rhymes! HAHA!

Anyway, today had CO orientation programme. Was not very interesting. Okay, quite boring. The games we played were lame. Really. I mean it. The whole session was rather hard to laugh. But, you know, me being nice, i tried, like " ha-ha". Get it? One amazing fact abt CO freshmen this year. NO ONE AT ALL IS GOOD LOOKING! I am not joking. No girls are pretty, no guys are handsome or cute. In fact, there are sooo many nerdy people. Wow! Tons of girls there. I am very sorry but to say the truth, some look very normal. And some look really, not very pretty. I'm not being mean. But that was what I thought. But doesn't matter, everyone looked like really nice people and I felt quite at ease though I was all alone. That is the most impt thing i look for. At least I don't feel freaked out. There is this CO FOC from 14 -16 june and I am not going because my DTRM bonding camp is on the exact same dates. And DTRM informed us on the first day of orientation so yeah, they win. And so far, I would still rather spend time with 05 and DTRM than CO.
Haha, okay, CMCC camp is on friday. I shall see if it's boring or not. If boring, I will leave on sat. If not, I will stay until sunday and leave for class bbq!!!
Life is not bad!!!
But projects kill, if you don have good leader in the grp.

-希

"OOO YOO PI KAAA KIM HEECHUL!!! SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL!!!" X 1000000000... times!!!
SUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJU
BONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANABONAMANA
MIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAHMIINAH

What's wrong with him?
What's wrong with them?
What's wrong with us?
What's wrong with maybe, me?
我们怎么了？
为什么会这样？
曾经的所有美好去了哪里？
曾经的所有美好会回来吗？
是我们的错吗？
再见了，所有过去的美好。。。

-希

iPhone and BB

Srsly, I don't understand why the whole world is using either an iPhone or Blackberry. Haha, nope, I'm not being angry or wat. Just that I don't understand. Aren't we still kids? Isn't using an iPhone or BB too overwhelming for us? I thought that such smartphones are meant for the business people. And none of us are one? I think that it is more expensive to get smartphones. I wonder if people really do get sooooo hooked up on the internet that they need the internet 24/7. And rite, the iPhone and BB is sooo fat or sooo long. So, hard to bring along. Like, can't put in my pocket. And I srsly dislike touch phones, touch screen kind. SO hard to use! And the BB is soooo fat and round! The buttons are sooooooo tiny! I can easily press like 5 buttons at one time? The designer do not think for people with big thumbs! And since the buttons are sooo tiny, it's soo hard to see! The designer once again does think for people, those with far-sightedness! How bad of them!!! I personally really prefer LG Lollipop! It's sooo pretty and cute and most imptly, IT HAS BIG, NICE PRESSING BUTTONS! That is such a plusplusplus!!!! Haha, I sound like some ah pek who can't use a phone properly! I wanna change my phone too, if possible! I wanna get rid of my samsung touch phone and get a button phone! HAHAHA! People are upgrading, I am downgrading! Coool rite? hahaha!

I do not understand. Haha, no matter what, congrats to art for FINALLY getting a new phone.
I shall be like my heechul, REFUSE TO USE AND iPhone!!! Btw, I am not rejecting an iPhone because he rejects it too. It will be stupid. It's just that AB bloodtype people are weirder and refuse to go with the trend. hahahaha!

-希

Whoa, I am super sleepy now!!!!
I AM GONNA SLEEP AFTER I FINISH CHATTING!
I didn't do much today. Just bullied people and got bullied by others. When others bullied me, they said to have someone bring me to SPCA. =.=!!! Haha, how NICE of them rite!!!
Today, I ate a lot of chicken. KFC to be specific. It wasn't on purpose.
I had snackers at around 3+pm in sch. Then did project with joey. Left at 7pm. Reached home and found out that my mum ordered KFC for dinner. hahaha, more chicken! Dinner, so no choice, stil ate. HAHA. I AM SUCH A PIG! AS USUAL. First heart to heart talk with someone from SP. Though it's not face to face, I still feel good. At least someone feels the same way regarding some things. Not bad! Haha, I am going for the CMCC camp. Starts on next friday evening and ends at sunday afternoon. Immediately aft the camp, will have to go to unnie's house for class bbq! Yay! Exciting next week!!! But I srsly hope that my menses don come on any of the days! I HAVE TO BATHE IN SCH YOU KNOW!!! PLEASE!!!
And, CO WHEN ARE YOU GONNA CONTACT ME?!?!

-希

I guess I have officially turned into a netizen too? Haha!
Anyway, just finished our group report for DBE which is due on 21 May. This is the very first time I have ever completed a task SOOO WAYYYYY before the dateline. Crazy huh! But I like this feeling. Super relaxed now! Haha, actually none of this was my 功劳. It was all because of all the 大哥，大姐s am I able to do all this and do it soooo way before the dateline! Haha, oh, in case you all didn't know, I am the youngest in my group for DBE. Salleh is 20, David and Joey 18. First time in my life did I get to experience others helping me organise everything and all I had to do was just to listen and do what they want me to do. Haha, I feel very thankful yet guilty. I have this kind of "I didn't do anything and I leeched" kind of feeling even though I did contribute. It's just that they do things sooo quickly and so effectively!!! This is really something new to me and I hope that I would be able to be like them and do work soo efficiently too! LEARN IT!!!

To Art: I NEVER LISTED HOCKEY AS ANY OF MY CHOICES! WHY DO YOU KEEP WANTING ME TO JOIN HOCKEY!!! CHONGMAL WAE!?!?!
To Val: SLACKER! haha! But why volleyball?

I posted just to reply valencia. Valencia, please be honoured.
Isn't CO fun? I thought it will be. I wanted to join some other ccas. But didn't have the courage to. Like, adventure club, floorball, sailing and blablabla. If only canoeing wasn't competitive, I would have joined canoeing! But sadly there wasn't kayaking. There is kayaking in adventure club but I didnt dare to join. HAHA! I wanted to join cycling too. But my parents don't allow. ohohoh, there is daiko drums too! Some kind of jap drums. I was considering that too. But in the end, decided not to. HAHA! I also considered SB club, something like council, organise camps and freshmen orientation and blablabla. whahh, there are sooo many things i wanted to join!!! Haha, SPCMCC looks fun but I think they don do much. They just sing and take some lessons and have a yearly performance kinda thing. I will just join but i think i might quit halfway if there is nth much to do.
Whoa, im pro. Nth much to say and yet I can type so much. No choice, that's why i am a pro! HAHAHAHA!

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Haha, yeah had my first French lesson today! Haha, was not bad! Quite fun. But it isn't easy to pronounce the french words. Still, it was fun! I see hope in me learning French!

Today is Hui Shan's birthday, 2 days ago was Devy's birthday and we celebrated both of their birthdays today! All of us, except for marilyn wore black, so that we could let the 2 birthday girls stand out. They wore white by the way. We did a big board with pictures and notes for Hui Shan and gave Devy some present. Haha, I have no idea wat the present was since no one told me. We met up earlier today to write the notes. But there were goondus who didn't read the message to come early properly, PIACK! There was one who forgot to bring candles, how smart, PIACK PIACK! There were also some who came late even though they knew they had to come early, BANG BANG BANG!!! Shoot them ah! Haha! So cos there were no candles, we had to go to foodcourt 5 which you all don't know where but I shall not bother to explain, to buy candles from the cake shop. We bought the super long and thin type. Was super ex. $2.50!!! Just for candles?!? HANG THEM AHH! hahaha. Then blablabla, had lectures, heard (not understandable) joke of the day during econs lecture. Then attend Mr drink lots of water david cheong's mob tutorial again. He told us abt his teaching life again. blablabla. Guys played with my empty sweet packet again. blablabla. Then was lunch!!! Yeah, I was STARVING!!!!(as usual) If I am thin, I would have joined food connoisseur club and eat my life away! Since there was no space in the foodcourt, as usual, we went up to hilltop library to eat and talk talk and celebrated birthdays there too! Haha, funfun.
Then as usual, evil cynthia definitely did something evil. I smashed the cake on Devy's face. Since Hui Shan was sick, I didn't smash on her face. The moment after I smashed cake, I REGRETTED! The guys were saying that when it is my birthday, they will return everything to me! OMG! Shucks man! Then I still happily told them, "nvm, my birthday is during vacation so won't meet me." Haha and know what they said? "WHOA, GOOD! THAT MEANS WE CAN BULLY HER WITHOUT LIMITS!!! COS NO SCHOOL! GOOD!" Whoooaaaaaa, siaooo. Haha, friends, I won't live to see you all at the end of the year!!! I AM SOOO DEAD! I WORRY FOR MY FUTURE!!! For a while, I thought that ok, I should be nice to them and not make their birthday toooo memorable. But after that teeny weeny while, I still decided that I won't be able to resist the temptation to not bully them on their bday! Haha, evil genes being tooooo hyper active! I already thought of TONS of ideas to make all of their bdays memorable you know!!! Sigh... do I really have to erase them all?!?! hahahaa.

Ok, so I signed up for SPCMCC which I bet you people won't know what it stands for. It stands for SP Chinese Music and cultural club. I also signed up for CO!!! In case goondus like Art still exists, I shall say again what CO is. CO is Chinese Orchestra. Haha, I can't wait to sing and learn my new instrument!!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

-希

10 ways to tell if that girl likes you ♥ (No survey)
1. She plays with her hair and touches her neck when talking to you. If you're sat down she might cross her legs.

2. She laughs at every joke you make, even if its a crappy one.

3. She blushes and looks surprised every time she sees you.

4. She's ALWAYS paying attention to you when you're talking.

5. She's always standing up for you.

6. She touches you when you're chatting. Girls NEVER touch a guy by accident.

7. She play hits you and pretends to be mean. May sound weird but in a way she's flirting with you.

8. She looks at you across the room, and doesn't immediately look away when your eyes meet. When you're talking, she ALWAYS maintains eye contact.

9. She asks you if you have a girlfriend.

10. She leans over, just to get the smell of your aftershave/deodorant.


10 ways to tell if that boy likes you ♥ (No survey)
1. He'll always try to look at you and looks away when you look at him.

2. When he's talking to you, he'll always looks at his feet, then in your eyes, then to his feet again.

3. He'll laugh at anything you say, and will automatically smile when he see's you laughing .

4. He makes fun of you (weird I know, but not all guys do it)

5. His friends joke about him and you or mention him to you (had to be something to make them say it out of the blue.)

6. He compliments you.

7. Forgot your jacket? Don't worry, he'll give you his.

8. If he always remembers things you say, even if they seem small. Eg: He never forgets your birthday even though he only heard it once. He remembers your favorite things to do, but forgets a lot of other peoples.

9. He uses inside jokes in normal conversation just to see you smile.

10. If he is always happier when he is around you even if he doesn't talk or do anything.


I chanced upon this when looking at someone's blog.
From this, I am quite sure that I don't like anyone and no one likes me.

You?

-希

I do have some attitude problem right?
Yeah, I guess I do. That's why I can make a mistake without having much thoughts on it and in the end it actually ended up a big deal. After some thoughts, yes, I did wrong but why do I have this unbalanced feeling? Sometimes I really do think that I am more disadvantaged. But am I thinking too much? Being stupid? Or just being childish? But I'm still a kid afterall right? Sometimes I wonder if they feel that I am mature enough to not think that they are biased. In actual fact I am immature. I do feel hurt when I get scolded for some teeny weeny thing and the others just get a simple lecture for so many things they have done. I would think, "Why doesn't she flare off? I would." It's not that I don't think, it's just that I choose to not think of it. But I know that it is always there, somewhere deep down inside and I chose to bury it and not look at it. Yes, when I think of these, I do feel that this is unfair. But I still tell myself to forget about it. Who can be so perfect and be so impartial? I can't. So I cannot anyone else to be. Yeap, I should just be like before. Forget it and don't think about it. Thinking too much just bring about more tears. Right? I don't want my tears to become more worthless than they already are.

-希

Haha, yes poly is really very fun but I guess there will always be an opposite side to it. Nth bad abt poly, I think it's just my own problem. Haha, doesn't really matter lah. I'm quite fine already. You know how fast I always recover.

I am a very good girl! I already finished all my homework for this whole week! Meaning for this coming week, I have nth to do!!! No, I actually have. Homework for the next week. Haha, I like they way I am now. Being very guai, revising my work everyday and doing homework way ahead of time. Haha, if I was like that last year, I guess I will have ended up in AC with art. Haha, it's ok. I have no regrets. People like me, so evil, don't have regrets. HAHA! We don't care about anything and just go straight forward. There is nothing good abt looking back anyway. So why bother to look back and make life difficult for yourself?

05 wants to make a class tee and I think the shirt's base colour is light green? Wait, or is it yellow? Haha, I dunno. But I really look forward to it! Then there will be this upcoming class steamboat dinner!!! Yay! Haha, maybe we will be watching movie together too! Haha, yay!!! can't wait!!!!

-希

Actually, I really feel quite sad. No? I dunno?

Today is Friday! Haha, not much of a difference anyway. Today, had lessons as usual. After lessons, went moberly to sing k but had to wait till 4. So Amos, Hui Shan, Jasmine, Unnie, Geraint, Salleh and I killed time at the moberly cafe playing games and telling ghost stories. I was sooooo freaking scared!!! Haha, the guys don't seem to be scared AT ALL. Pro! The games we played were like heart attack and all the slapping games. Ouch, super painful. My hand went totally red. Haha, everyone including the guys, 使出全力地打! The thing is, I did not get a chance to hit them at all! Super lousy at one of the games, not much of luck today. But the games really made us laugh like siaooo. Haha! Then at 4, went to sing k. Paid $2, quite cheap but the songs are really VERY not up to date. The tv image is blue in colour somemore. For the first time in my life, I only sang 2 songs in a K session. Luckily, I only paid 2 bucks! They tried to find english songs but it was soo limited. And I dunno a lot of english songs, so yeah. Haha, Unnie, Salleh, Geraint and I all sang, the rest shy. Unnie sang normally. Geraint sang SUPER weirdly. He sang using his bass voice and he sounded like some human-eating monster!!! But was SUPER funnyyyy! Haha! Because of that session, I can never look at him the same way as before!!! Omg, scary image! Anyway, I don't think I'm going back to moberly to sing any time soon. Haha, unnie said that she will bring Geraint and I to the korean karaokes. HAHA!

I guess, there will be times when we feel very inferior. You would want to think that people think of you normally but sometimes, psychoing yourself doesn't work well. I am not hoping for anything, just wonder when I will get the chance to understand. But I guess it isn't going to come anytime soon. People say different things but it's hard to convince me. I know myself the best I guess. I should just study and don't think too much since thinking so much will not get me anywhere. Though it's sad to know the truth but I guess I can use other forms of happiness to cover it up? I already saw this coming it's just that I choose to not think about it. You call this self-denial and not facing reality?

-希

BOO PEOPLE!
Haha, ok, so school started! It was not bad. OK lah. Not boring. I like tutorials! Lectures can sometimes be boring especially PACC and SB. Our ptn, Alfred Tan is nice, quite fun and funny too. His school life is super cool! He actually went to work in London's oldest hotel which is super duper high class for internship. He was lucky enough to be able to live there tooo! Haha, that hotel has this room which is Princess Diana's favourite tea place when she was alive!!! COOLLL!!!! He studied hospitality in both London and Miami!!! cool! Ok, then we have this super cute as in the chubby chubby cute type lecturer which we met today! He teaches MOB. His laughter is SUPER cute!!!! hahaha, sounds like santa claus! Haha, he is super funny tooo! Haha, I almost spat out my water onto Geraint/David today cos of one of his jokes! HAHA! Super funny! Haha!

Anyway, today was a hoody day for quite a few of us in the class. I wore a blue hoody. The one with the two round furry furry 球球. Lynn wore a grey hoody with prints. Amos and David both wore white hoodies. Geraint wore blue black checkered hoody. Unnie and vice wore hoody jackets. 2mr, the whole class is wearing the SP white Freshie tee together!!! Haha, today was another funny and laughing day. Not super siao laughing but bad enough for me to spit out my water which I eventually did. Haha, I spat out soya milk during second break. But luckily spat it into a paper bag. HAHA! I looked like I had motion sickness. At first, I could have held it back. But stupid David, Lynn, Joey, Jasmine had to purposely amuse me further. Retarded people!
Then today, I don't know what on earth is wrong with both David and especially Geraint! They keep calling me, like, " Hi Cynthia!" Then I will be like ," what what???" . But the thing is that I don't know who called me. At first, only Geraint kept doing that. Then David found it funny so he called me too. And I just happily replied, " Yes, Geraint???". Then the rest suddenly all laugh like siaooo. Then I was like, "What what" again. Cos I didn't see who called me. Hahaha. Stupid!!!!
Before Jasmine actually said, I too didn't realise.---> Haha, today, whenever Geraint sees me, he will start laughing. Then I will be like "what????" Then, he NEVER replies!!! I will just start laughing at his laughter too. Then he keeps calling me then saying nth! He is super weird lahhh.
Haha, another thing is that our class is SUPER GUAI!!! During one of the project slots, the teacher didn't come in and we were supposed to do our projects but there were none to do. So the rest of DTRM started playing the laptop. But only 05 started to do tutorials that were due next week! HAHA, SUPER GUAI RIGHT!!!! Haha, no choice, 05 aims for GPA of 4!!!!!!

05 我很 zai!!!!

Haha, there is Our nation Our Home module aka, social studies, tomorrow. Haha, wonder how it will be like!!!! I LOOK FORWARD TO SCHOOOLLL!!!! YAY!!!! SP ROCKS!!! DTRM ROCKS!!! 05 THE MOST ZAI!!!

-希

BOO!!!!
Sighh, my throat hurts! Must be because of the tons of laughing with 05 yesterday!!! Wah, killer!!!
Haha, anyway, yesterday was flagday!!! Haha, I thought was quite fun! We became more bonded!
Grouped with Hui Shan and Geraint yesterday. Was not bad, haha, some of the people who donated were quite weird. Haha, they skipped Geraint or Hui Shan and came to me! HAHA! Haha, maybe I look more friendly! I raised a total of $77.04 with 10 thai bhat. Super little. Wahh, I felt soo cheated!! My tin can was actually quite heavy, ok, not as heavy as our vice but was still not bad! I thought there would be a lot more money that just $77.04! Turned out to be that I had alot of 5 cents and even 1 cent!!! tsktskstsk!!! Had lunch with 05 at marina square's foodcourt. Was waiting for the rest of 05 with huishan and geraint when I asked a very hard to answer question. HAHA! Was funny! It was like Geraint and I were both looking at this tv while waiting. Then there was this scene where a person played golf and the ball kinda hit the guy's thing. Then the guy was in soooo much pain. HAHA, I said very naturally, " Is it really that painful? Why ah?". Then I looked at Geraint. And he was like, "uhhh... because...". HAHA! He couldn't explain. I then realised I asked a really weird question. Then I went, " okok, nvm nvm. Just pretend I didn't say anything!" HAHAHA! So funny! After that, he couldn't get over it for a while. He kept staring at me laughing. HAHA, sooo stupid!!!
After flagday, met with 05 and went back to SP. Haha, that was the time 05 finally got to see my true colours. I finally showed them my suan-ing and talk like crazy self. HAHA, i don't know why but they find me very funny. I'm not showing off or what, but they really found me a joker and super funny! But I really don't know why! I was just acting like how I was when back in crescent! I wasn't very funny right?? Haha, I really don't know them, so weird. So from the train trip onwards, I laughed like siaooo! I mean it, like a crazy one. Haha, I laughed because others were laughing at me. Jasmine couldn't stop at alll! Haha, Lynn also, had potential to be part of the crazy team. HAHA! Hard to describe but yesterday was just soooo fun and funny. Reached SP and counted money, talked. I listened to other people's love stories. Haha. Then, actually wanted to go to moberly to sing k but was fully booked. So 05 decided to go library to watch movie. There were sooooo many movies to choose from. Haha, stupid 05 decided to watch horror movies. Omg, I was sooooooo freaking scareddd!!!! They borrowed The ring (THE COVER WAS, SOOOO SCARY! I HATE THAT GIRL!), Exorcism (Slightly more acceptable) and The face (equally scary too). Whoa, I was sooooo scared while watching. Haha but the thing is that we didn't even get to see anything like, the scary parts. We were chased out of the library before the scary parts even arrived because they were closing. Haha, but I still felt a bit traumatised!!! Haha, I know it's stupid.
After that, went to JP for 05 dinner. Ate at Jia Xiang Mian cos only there can accommodate all 15 of us including the facils. HAHA! Same, laughed like siao! Couldn't eat properly. This time I laughed partly because of facils' laughter, haha, their laughter was funny. But they laughed because of us also. Haha, jasmine laughed until she was too full to eat. Haha, stupid right. Unnie also ended up joining the gang, the laughing gang.


left to right
1st row: ben, david(chairperson), wei song, amos, geraint, jian huei (facil on the leg)
2nd row: ji yoon unnie, lynn, mabelline, merlin(vice), Tong Mui(aka, sally. haha), diana(my jap doll)
3rd row: Hui Shan, Jasmine, Joey, MEEE, Jia Qi(facil)
Not in the pic: Salled, Marilyn, Devy

Haha, let you all see a very funny picture!!!


Our beloved Diana and Geraint doing a forfeit. The forfeit was superglue and the action was nose to nose. HAHA! And here goes our scandal no.1. HAHA! They might be the first pair! So cute right? Haha! Year 2, 05 had 3 pairs of couples. Facils told us to have at least 3 if not more to break the record. HAHA! Funny!

Haha, okok, that's all for now. Already quite a lot right?

-希

SB Freshmen Orientation!

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!
HAHA!
I'm super high now!!!!

"05 ZAI BU ZAI?!" "05, WO HEN ZAI! 1 2 3 4, 05! 5 IN THE AIR LETS DO IT TOGETHER! 05! WHOOOO!

Haha, I really love my class cheer though its a bit weird and gay. But it's still THE BEST!!!! SIMPLE AND COOL!!!! HAHAHAHA!
My amazing class is DTRM Class 05! Most fantastic class in the world!!!! Haha, like Geraint said on David's wall, I also think our class has a lot of potential! Even though we are shy now, I'm super sure we will bond well! Haha! Yes yes, definitely agreed! It has been 2 days! Both days were tiring. But was still very fun!

DAY ONE

We had ice breakers so yeah, played games. Bond Bond. We played games like wacko, blow wind blow, blablabla. Haha, there was this forfeit which by right a group of us which included me were suppose to do after 3 marks. Haha, but in the end the people who shldn't do the forfeit did it. Haha, the forfeit was sooo funny!!! Ok, I don't know how to explain but it's just super funny! After bonding was lunch. Ate subway cos the rest of the queues were super long. Wanted to eat kfc actually. After lunch was bonding again cos we ate too quickly and there was still some time. The had Diploma heads briefing... blablabla... and I shall skip to the most exciting part! HAHA, we are going on cruise!!!! 4D3N to Phuket and Langkawi on Super Star Virgo!!! If im not wrong, we are going on 26 sept during our vacation! Haha! Exciting right! Don't be too jealous, people! I know I'm lucky, you don't have to tell me, I know I know. HAHA! Then in June we have this overnight camp in SP too. Year 1 and some of Year 2 camping together. Haha, they are going to teach us how to be a TRUE DTRM student which means how to be the most fantastic student in SP! Sounds exciting too! OOO, can't wait!
Ok, then after that was station games. Quite fun too but we ran alot! We ended quite late. At around 5pm. Super long! It was from 9-5!!!

DAY TWO

Reported at 7.45am(wah, siao!). Super early! The thing is we waited in the convention centre for 1 hour before the real thing really started. Well, we were supposed to go early to wait anyway. If I'm not wrong, I saw Tian Jun and Mack(that's his name right?). Jung Tae Hee, still rmb them? Started off with videos...ok lah. Then watched some performances by Daiko Drums, Cheerleading, Modern Dance, Hip Hop dance, Dancesport. All were quite cool, cheerleading was wow. After that was lunch. I ate this tomyam seafood glass noodle soup. Haha, it was sweet. The seafood and meat that was given was sooooo much. Haha, nvm, I like. After lunch was bonding again!!! HAHA, Super fun and funny! We played games on the stage cos no one was at the convention centre. It was like, THE CONVENTION CENTRE BELONGS TO 05! Played nickname version of concentration. Haha, there were all sorts of weird but super funny hokkien names like. xia lan, du lan, lao lan, chio bu, lim peh, lim bu, teh bing,meelo (which is milo) and some which I can't remember. Haha, but othe than the drinks, I don't know wat the rest of the names meant. It just sounded funny! After concentration game was the I cannot remember the name but a tempo game. Haha, super hard to concentrate. I got marked twice. Mark once stretch out one leg. Twice, both leg out. Thrice, go do forfeit. So at first, David and Geraint had to do forfeit. Haha, some tried to sabo me cos one more mark, I will need to do forfeit too. And the facils were like, "okok, now got two guys, sabo two girls! You all know who to sabo ahhh!" Haha, Diana, Lynn and I had our legs out. Haha, in end, Wei Song and Diana joined the forfeit team. Haha, the forfeit was such a "create scandal" game! Haha, name was superglue. Supposed to "stick" the body parts together as instructed. Haha, Diana was paired up with Geraint. Haha, first was nose to nose!!! HAHAHA! Omg, I laughedd like siaooo! Haha, geraint and Diana was pushed to stick their nose together. The guys too. All were scared that they will accidentally kiss each other so covered their mouths! HAHA, SO FUNNY CAN!!!!! Then next was cheek to cheek, and someone went like, "might as well mouth to mouth!!!!!!" MUAHAHAHA! Haha, so they did as instructed. They were let off at the last one, so they just did knee to elbow. Haha, I was SOOOO amused that I laughed till I hard cramps on my head!!! Haha, I guess this is the kind of amazement I got after being in a girls' school! haha! Then was talking again. Did this traffic light thingy. Suppose to tell the rest if you are single, attached or not sure. So, green light= single, red light=attached, amber= not sure. Haha, some already dated for like 2 years! Ok, finally was amazing race AROUND SP! OMG, it was sooooooo tiring!!! I almost died! We ran up and down SB hill at least 2 times!!! Damn tiring but was very fun also. Haha, some even dripped sweat! Haha, from amazing race, I found out that I'm the 3rd youngest. The oldest is Wei Song, haha, he is 20 this year. Then was Ji Yoon which we call our unnie, she is 19 this year. Then for the rest, some are 18 and some are 17. Cool huh, quite a large range. Haha.

Okok, so 2mr meeting 05 and facils at mrt at 8.45am for class breakfast. Actually I think the facils have something to talk to us about that's why asked us to meet earlier.

Dinnering now!

- 希

TO
Val: You siao ah! I am not ah lian okay!
MAMO: Srsly! How is (Y) thumbs up? okok, (X) is thumbs down. HAHA!

Haha, today I attended REWIND, Crescent band's concert. I think their standard dropped a bit. I think lah. Fairfield's band was quite not bad. They were stronger though they had much lesser people. Haha, at the beginning of the second part of the concert, Jae Young, Tha Yang and Min Ji sang Barae. For those who don't know what this is like how I once didn't know, this is a korean song, english name--->I Hope by Ft. Island. They were asked to sing this probably cos they are koreans. Haha, it was quite entertaining but they were very shy and awkward. Haha, as usual, I made an evil comment. I said to Jia En, " There is a reason why they didn't join choir." HAHA! I'm not saying that they sounded awful. It's just that their singing won't make you say, "WOW! They can sing!". That's all. It didn't sound TOOO mean right? Right. I know. Haha, and we sat quite near to Min Ji's mother. Haha, her mum was soooo happening. She actually made a board banner kind of thing with korean words which I can't read on it. But I think it probably said," MIN JI! HWAITING!" Something along those lines. Haha, her mum along with 3 other younger dunno whos were high and happening. They kept holding onto the boards and at some points of time they waved it up high violently. HAHA! Then I told Jia En, " Yeah, can confirm that they are koreans!". But for the concert, I personally preferred fairfield's performance. Their performance was more exciting though they performed less popular songs. This time, Crescent band's soloists were ok. One of the trumpet solos were quite good. Wrong notes was blown for the French horn solo. Jia En also said that the I think is tuba solo kept cutting off the ending notes, a bit rushing to get to the next line. Oh, there was another trumpet solo. She totally screwed it up. She went mute for quite a few notes. We were like, "uhhhh". Poor thing. I think she felt so bad. Jia En was so annoyed after the concert. She was saying that Crescent band is slowly turning into silver band and is now like nanhua's band. I guess that isn't a very good thing?

Meeting Madcow 2mr, no, later for dinner!!!

-希

TO
Kana: You taking French? Or do you want me to take French? And what is (Y)? Haha.
FART: Haha, I know French is cool but you know I'm not really the angmoh kind. Haha, but nvm. I think I will still take. Virtual Villagers WAS fun, at the beginning. But after that, it was SOOO boring. I felt like using speed hack. Haha.

Ok, just read Madcow's blog. Her day sounded sooo terrible. It was scary. I really don't know what I will do if I reach home at 11pm with a chinese compo to do and a econs test which everybody said was hard to study for and still have to wake up at 6am the next day. omg, this is soo terrible! Madcow needs to JIAYOU!!! 加油吧，朋友！

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CHAI JIA ENNNN!!!!!! YOU ARE SO DEAD WHEN I SEE YOU TOMORROW!!!! I MAKE SURE I PEEL OFF YOUR SKIN!!!!! YOU DUMB DUMB GIRL!!!!! HOOT HOOOT!!!!! (sound of a whip, the prison kind, high quality.)

My mum keeps telling me this, " Eh, you grow your hair ah.". And I turn around and give her this constipated look and say " hahhh.... why?". And she says " Because you are a 少女(teenage girl), so you must have a 少女 look." And once again I go "hahhhhh....." What do you think? Should I grow my hair? Don't ask me what I want. My bloodtype says that I hate making decisions so, know that. I'm currently in the mode just like when I was choosing my school. The JC or Poly also can mode. Just that now is, long hair or short hair also can. But I don't want my hair to be obstructing. Like I don't want to have the "I want to pull out my hair" feeling. I also told my mum that I don't look very good in long hair. But she told me that since I don't have to bother to tie my hair, I can do my hair more stylishly so that I will look better. Well, yes, kinda make sense. That's why I am currently in the "anything also can" mode.
sighhhhh... I REALLY HATE MAKING DECISIONS!!!!!!

-希

I think I am taking French in SP. It's okay right?
I wanted to take korean but after much thoughts, I decided that taking French is more practical since it is more widely used compared to korean. I'm right right? Haha, and the good thing about taking French in SP is that the Level One lessons are held on Fridays! I guess I would be able to learn more at ease? Haha, but the cost is still very "ouch". Haha, $433 for 60 hours , from 26 April 2010 to 18 Feb 2011. For korean, there's not much of diff lah. $395 for the same span of time. After 3 years of study, I get this thing--->" Diplome d'Etudes de Langue Francaise (DELF) which is awarded by the French Ministry of Education". I think I would have to take an exam. Went to google it, I got a bit scared. Haha! Sighhh, if I take korean then there will be no exam. But other than SP cert, I won't get any other forms of official certs. So I guess, taking French is still more worth it? Considering that I will be officially recognised as a French speaking person? Haha! I don't know lah!
The speed at which the number of seats being taken up for level one korean course is really amazing! When other courses still has like 24 seats out of 30 available, korean is left with 7!!! The level 2 korean course even better! All taken up! Haha, crazy lah! I am 100% sure the korean classes are ALL filled with Kpop fans!!! And quite sure that most of them or in fact ALL of them are all girls! haha, Fangirls!

Haha, I shall be more practical since we are talking about spending money to learn a new language. Learn French yeah?

-希

~Nosedrops keep falling down my nose, they keep falling~
I am flu-ing now.

I was trying to toast my bread in the oven. At the first toast, it was still pretty. But because I was greedy and wanted it to be brown-ier, I toasted it one more time. And WHOOOSH! IT TURNED BLACK! Really, like totally black. So the moral of the story is to be satisfied with what you have and not try to get more out of what you already have. If not it will all 化成灰烬。 Art, find out what this is.

-希

At first I thought, you could satisfy my boredom. I thought I could devote my love to you. I thought life will become more complete with you. You gave me new hope when I first met you.

But it seems like everything that happened were all fake. You couldn't promise me anything at all.
I shouldn't have trusted you. It was all my wishful thinking all this while.

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My games...pleasE introduce your new friends so that they can replace you, YOU USELESS THINGS!!!!!

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Today, I went back to watch some of Suju's videos again and confirmed that my love for Suju is still there! Say Yay, Jung Tae Hee!

I happened to come across this blog post of some father who's boy is apparently a science prodigy. Some genius. Well it's really amazing that the kid who is only 9 years old already passed Physics and Chem O lvl at his young age. Apparently, he is currently in SP studying chem. Ya ya I know that kid is really pro. But I just have some opinions about his father who wrote the blog. In a way, he is claiming that he is not trying to get his son famous or anything. But he repeatedly blogs about how Singapore media is burying his boy's news. Yes, from what we only see from his blog, it appears that Singapore media is really burying the intelligence of his boy. But I choose not to believe totally in what he says. Mainly because it is an one-sided account. There might be other reasons on why his boy got lesser recognition compared to the other PRC guy but he just chose to bury them up? I don't know. But from what I saw from his blogpost, he seemed to picture out another Singapore media which I have never seen before. He wondered if it was because his boy is half malay and half irish that's why singpore media chose not to put his boy on the cover page. But I seriously think that it is definitely not the reason why. Look, as we have learnt at least for our past 17 years, Singapore is a multi-racial and multi-religious country where no one will be disadvantaged because of their race or religion. I'm trying to say that Singapore is all perfect trying to maintain this but in any case, I am sure that genius boy will never be buried because of his race. Somehow I feel that that boys father had somehow brought a negative impact to Singapore's reputation. And the thing is, he said he wasn't trying to get his boy to be famous! Then why does he keep complaining about in which newspaper did his kid not get on the cover??? How ironic!

The link to the blogpost: http://scientific-child-prodigy.blogspot.com/2009/07/where-news-is-no-news.html

Ha, I've turned sooo serious huh.

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Yes yes, I know the whole world is jealous of my WHITE SP tee. Well, I would love to give one to you all but what to do? There is only one! Oh No! I feel sad also you knowww! Huhuhuhuhu!!!

So today went for CHC Easter service with Art and Lisa and Esme though she wasn't with us. The service was ok. I thought that it was better than the EXPO service I went to the last time. Haha. The play was quite nice also. Haha, the bad romance part was funny. Oh, before we went to CHC, Art and I crashed Lisa's house, once again. haha! Then hanged out. Ate pizza. Forced to camwhore thanks to DA DOU SHA BING. Talked. HAHA, HACKED LISA'S FB ACC! That was the best part. But it all started with Art. So the one who is ultimately the meanest is Art actually. I merely followed her footsteps. After CHC,went back to her house again. Played 飞机棋. Aeroplane chess? Haha, molla! Anyway, it was damn fun! I won all the two games! I know, you don't have to tell me, I'm pro! I know I know! Haha, I had so much fun kicking people back home! Two of them straight somemore! I kicked all the 3 of them! I'm the best!!!! Damn fun! Haha, yes. The legendary gamejae had appeared!

Anyway, still the same thoughts, CAN'T WAIT TO START SCHOOOLLLLL!!!!! I WANT MY 4D3N CRUISE TRIP!!!!!

~happy pw-ing people!~

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Do you all know the reason why?

Ok, some should know the reason. Or at least one should know. Yes you, Jung Tae Hee, you should know why gamejae is like that!
Currently in a very insensitive mode now. I feel like saying so much rude stuff. Note: I wrote much instead of many. It means uncountable. I feel a bit angry also. I also don't know why. Nothing pissed me off. I am just not happy now. Sighhhh.....

Sorry if I offended anyone today!

If only.


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Ok, sp today was enrolment. It was SUPER fast. I was still thinking that I would have to wait. But no, I finished everything almost in like 5 mins? Yes, that was how fast it was. Haha, I was damn dumb. I forgot to bring my offer letter and I only remembered about it when I reached the door of the enrolment centre. Haha, I know, its stupid. Then when the forms were processing, I realised I forgot to bring my photocopy of my chinese O's result slip. Damn stupid once again. I know. Then went to get enrolment package stuff. Had SP foolscap paper. Haha! Some paper telling me abt orientation week. Freshmen gift was a laptop pouch, a normal pencil case, a flower like highlighter-those that has lots of colours. That's much better as to wat crescent gives us at least. Haha. OH OH OH! And of course! THE LEGENDARY SP SHIRT!!!! Haha! I quite like it lah. Its like some brand thing. Ok, to me lah. I dunno if you all think that same. Its white colour. The front of the shirt is the one that we always see. But the back has some shoe design and words which says "Am an Old School Freshie!". Haha, i think it is in a quite okay-cool range. I didn't really feel how excited when I was there. But instead felt a bit weird and have this worry that I won't fit in. Mainly because of the people I saw there. They were very nice but what they wear and put on makes me feel a bit-weird. There were TONS of girls, freshies okay that put on such thick makeup. And you can totally see the very famous panda eyes! Their eyes were SOOOOO black!!!! And they wear very mature clothes. There were practically no one with black hair, other than me. Then I was just wearing t-shirt and shorts. You know the normal "i don care" look I always have. I totally felt like a little kid. Like, I had this "Did I come to the wrong place" feeling. You know? Don't tell me that this is how poly and the people there are like! I already know! It's just that you will still get that shock when you see the real thing you know. But, aiya, I don't care lah. It's not my style to care. This is what I've cultivated after four years in a girls' school. Jung Tae Hee, you won't understand! Haha, ok I've talked about you. Don't complain anymore! Haha! And stop asking me to play games with you! You know you always lose so don't 自讨没趣！ Haha! Suaness slowly flowing out of me again. okok, I shall stop. I NEED TO REACH SP BY 8 2MR!!!!! sooooo early lahhhhh!!!!!

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