I am really sad now. This time, even suju don't seem to be able to cheer me up. Sometimes, nth much else matters. What matters is the encouragement or consolation I hope to one day be able to receive from you all. But it doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon huh? It's not like I'm not sad enough, Your words don't help at all. Not at all. Why can't you just be like others? I feel so screwed now. Even though looks are really superficial, it really doesn't make one feel good when people are saying how ugly and stupid you look. Srsly, will anyone even appreciate?
I can just cry now.

-希