I am feeling so scared and sad now! I am scared of doomsday! I am scared of dying! I am scared of pain! I am scared of 2012. Don't tell me it will not come true, cos no one knows yet. Imagine just having approximately 2 years and 3mths and around3 weeks left (assuming we live till the last day of 2012) with your loved ones. Isn't it too horrible for anyone to take? omg, I srsly don't wanna die! I better go find a boyfriend soon. So that at least, if 2012 really happens, I have loved at least once. BUT PLEASE LET IT BE FAKE!!!! THERE IS SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO AND HAVE NOT DONE YET!!! I WANT TO WORK IN TOURISM!!!! I HAVEN DONE THAT YETT!!!! I HAVEN GONE TO SOOOOOO MANY COUNTRIES! This means that I must go watch super show3 next year, cos i might never get the chance to see them ever again. Shucks, I can just cry now! This is what the night does, make one emo and feel sad and worry and the list goes on.

oh noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can just cry now!

-希