TIME NOW: 3AM IN THE MORNING!

AND WHY AND I STILL AWAKE?!

BECAUSE

MY

RESULTS

ARE

OUT!!!!!!!!












AND...
















YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY GPA 4.0 MAINTAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








HAPPINESS OVERLOAD!!!!!!!!



MY DEARS! YOUR FRIEND HERE DID IT!!!!! AND YOU CAN DO IT TOO!!!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL JUST LIKE HOW YOU ALL DID IN ME!!! DO YOUR BEST OKAY! THE RACE IS ENDING SOON! END IT WELL AND AWESOMELY!!! ALL THE BEST! DO YOUR BEST! BE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JIAYOU!!!!!!


-希！

Hi!

Back once again. I guess it's always when you are free, you start to notice more and more problems that you would have been to busy to realise amidst the hectic work schedule.

Maybe I shouldn't have shared. If I didn't share, I wouldn't have this stronger urge to "update" them all the time. While I would be more than willing to "update", I am more afraid. I am afraid of how people will start to find me annoying. I guess I should hold them a bit. But in a way, can't blame me too! I can "update" the whole world!!! No choice but to tell you all right!

Ahhh, but what my intuition tells me is that I should hold back a bit. Cap it like how I previously did! Freak, so annoying and yet I can't don't care abt it. -.-

-希

Hello! I am back! Seems like I've been gone for quite a while huh.
Just read this from art's blog, "its sad tt i have ppl in my life tt dont mean anything to me." Really, i feel the same way. As much as I would love to be nice to everyone and really love all of them, I just don't. In fact, I really don't care what happens to them. Ha, maybe that is the reason I am starting to get a lot less friendlier. Kinda makes it easier for me to be less superficial. Hopefully. Haha!

Don't really know what's wrong with me nowadays but this feeling of emptiness and real unhappiness or just blankness is starting to hit on me strongly. Last time, when I said I don't know why I am unhappy, I was just lying. Ha! I knew very well why. But this time, it is different. Really! Not lying! This feeling of needing to tell someone something but nth just comes out. There is something I really want to say but I don't know what. I need enlightenment. Haha! Sounds really stupid to be fretting over such trivial stuff right? But it really is starting to affect me and annoy me. It's leaving me hanging.

There are sooo many things I am really looking forward to but at the same time, I am so scared of them happening. Cos sometimes, the feeling of expectations not being fulfilled and hopes being dashed are kinda sucky. I keep telling myself not to hope for so much for it really is not gonna happen. At least I know that I am not allowing anything to happen. But still, deep down inside my heart it just lingers. Sucks. Haha! emo emo emo. Weird ha, emoing normally only happens at night. Well, that's for me at least!

Ahhh, there is chapter meeting tmr! Really hate facing the guys. So sucky to work with them. Useless bunch. Bet they aren't gonna listen to any one of us. They are just gonna play with their phones, play those stupid games. Not gonna give us any bit of respect. How I wish the unacas guys replace them. No matter how boring or stupid it is, they will still give us the basic respect and not laugh at us. Maybe a 'girls only' will be good too. AHHHH! My class guys suckssssssssssss! Srsly hate them! Hate how useless they are and yet they dare make comments that crush our self esteems. arghhhh! okay chillllll....

-希