TIME NOW: 3AM IN THE MORNING!

AND WHY AND I STILL AWAKE?!

BECAUSE

MY

RESULTS

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YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY GPA 4.0 MAINTAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








HAPPINESS OVERLOAD!!!!!!!!



MY DEARS! YOUR FRIEND HERE DID IT!!!!! AND YOU CAN DO IT TOO!!!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL JUST LIKE HOW YOU ALL DID IN ME!!! DO YOUR BEST OKAY! THE RACE IS ENDING SOON! END IT WELL AND AWESOMELY!!! ALL THE BEST! DO YOUR BEST! BE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JIAYOU!!!!!!


-希！

Hi!

Back once again. I guess it's always when you are free, you start to notice more and more problems that you would have been to busy to realise amidst the hectic work schedule.

Maybe I shouldn't have shared. If I didn't share, I wouldn't have this stronger urge to "update" them all the time. While I would be more than willing to "update", I am more afraid. I am afraid of how people will start to find me annoying. I guess I should hold them a bit. But in a way, can't blame me too! I can "update" the whole world!!! No choice but to tell you all right!

Ahhh, but what my intuition tells me is that I should hold back a bit. Cap it like how I previously did! Freak, so annoying and yet I can't don't care abt it. -.-

-希

Hello! I am back! Seems like I've been gone for quite a while huh.
Just read this from art's blog, "its sad tt i have ppl in my life tt dont mean anything to me." Really, i feel the same way. As much as I would love to be nice to everyone and really love all of them, I just don't. In fact, I really don't care what happens to them. Ha, maybe that is the reason I am starting to get a lot less friendlier. Kinda makes it easier for me to be less superficial. Hopefully. Haha!

Don't really know what's wrong with me nowadays but this feeling of emptiness and real unhappiness or just blankness is starting to hit on me strongly. Last time, when I said I don't know why I am unhappy, I was just lying. Ha! I knew very well why. But this time, it is different. Really! Not lying! This feeling of needing to tell someone something but nth just comes out. There is something I really want to say but I don't know what. I need enlightenment. Haha! Sounds really stupid to be fretting over such trivial stuff right? But it really is starting to affect me and annoy me. It's leaving me hanging.

There are sooo many things I am really looking forward to but at the same time, I am so scared of them happening. Cos sometimes, the feeling of expectations not being fulfilled and hopes being dashed are kinda sucky. I keep telling myself not to hope for so much for it really is not gonna happen. At least I know that I am not allowing anything to happen. But still, deep down inside my heart it just lingers. Sucks. Haha! emo emo emo. Weird ha, emoing normally only happens at night. Well, that's for me at least!

Ahhh, there is chapter meeting tmr! Really hate facing the guys. So sucky to work with them. Useless bunch. Bet they aren't gonna listen to any one of us. They are just gonna play with their phones, play those stupid games. Not gonna give us any bit of respect. How I wish the unacas guys replace them. No matter how boring or stupid it is, they will still give us the basic respect and not laugh at us. Maybe a 'girls only' will be good too. AHHHH! My class guys suckssssssssssss! Srsly hate them! Hate how useless they are and yet they dare make comments that crush our self esteems. arghhhh! okay chillllll....

-希

Hi there!

Still not asleep at this time. Because my crazy friends skyping with me. But I'm kinda bored. Haha!
Don't know why but feeling unknowingly unhappy. Maybe cos I kinda made someone angry? And maybe cos it's a guy? Kinda scary cos I haven't made a guy angry before. But he says he isn't. So confusing. Haha. Oh well, we shall see how. Hope everything turns out well.

Finally sent my phone for servicing. That crazy phone of mine. Hope I would get it back soon. Haha!

There is night cycling tmr! Kinda happy. But not thattttt happy too. Cos my class doesn't seem to be as fun anymore. There seems to be a lack of excitement. But good thing, ECP! I love ecp! If only I lived at mamo's house. I can see the sea everyday! yay!

I think im really an AB type. I can be sooo emo so easily. Hahaha! Right now, I don't feel like talking at all. Feeling so tired. So sick of so many things. I really feel like going back to the crescent times with my clique, exco. Miss them so much. Miss their company so much. Everyday was so funny and fun. Loved the days we laughed till our stomachs hurt. I will never ever forget those days! I hope one day my daily dreams will bring me back to the laughing days! Let me relive them please! While I am thinking of all these, my heart feels so heavy. Feeling so down. Ah, my moodswings.

Haha, I think I've crapped enough. Goodnight! Be happy and laugh more okay! Cherish every moment you laugh!

-希

Hi everyone!

Holidays are officially here! omg, like finally! Even though our term was short. But it was kinda terrible.Insane projects! Good thing holidays are here. But bad thing is I have 3 projects to do. ahhhh, I'm gonna die.

Sorry but I'm not in a very good mood right now. So, pardon me uh!
Just gonna give updates abt my life. Haha, my tummy just growled! Right word to use?

Returned from JB for my immersion trip just abt 2 weeks ago! Kinda fun but things seemed to have changed. My love for my class lessened. Sadly. As much as I hate it, it is happening. But I think it will recover slowly. Hopefully.

I find some things really ____(can't find a word to describe). It's so sad how some people are really fun to be with. But after some time, you will start to see the ugly side and your "love" for that person really drops. As time passes, you start to discover so many negative things abt this person. Things will really change. If only, this doesn't happen. Life will be so good with forever fun and forever nice friends.
Oh well, nvm, let's move on.

This year will be a really insane and hectic year full of madness! Pray that I will survive okay? Haha! I hope my gpa will not be too undesirable. PLEASE!
By the looks of how I am studying right now, really risky.
For all the law tutorials, I taught myself and did everything on my own understand from my own learning. Why? Thanks to the immersion programme, 3 weeks of law lecture were cancelled. Only made up all in one day like 2 days ago. haha! Oh well, we shall see what happens. Hope miracles can happen. I don't wanna screw up!!! At least not too badly okay?

One good/bad news! I am officially a SP Scholar! Haha, that's a good thing but bad thing at the same time. Cos I gave up trying for RWS Scholarship. I thought I wouldn't get in for SP's interview. But who knows. Haha, yeah.
For the RWS scholarship, i went for first round of interviews with my lecturer. I thought a few spaces will be given to us for that one. But turned out to be 1 scholarship per polytechnic. Oh my god. That meant that I would have to compete with the smart people in my cohord and my seniors! So right, I wasn't putting too much hopes. But turned out that my lecturer shortlisted me as top 5. She wanted to put me through for the interview with RWS alrd. omg. But sadly, the timing didn't fit well enough for me to choose if SP scholarship or maybe RWS. I might not get that ONE slot right! So my parents told me not to risk it. Sighhh... $4000 flew away~~~ But one good thing is I still get a chance to go orlando then! Wee! Well, at least I have $2400+! Better than nth right? But will be embarrassing if I don't get scholarship next year. ahhhhhh! Scary!!!!

Nvm, shall not think too much. Just gonna do my best!
Haha! You all do your best too okay! Jiayou my friends! Really missed you all ALOT!
WU YUAN PING, CHEN MAN LING, DA DOU SHA BING SHA ZI CHEN JIA YING!!!!

-希