I just read a junior's blog and it kind of amazes me how some people's mental age and physical age do not seem to match at all. The maturity in some tells me to reflect on how immature I am. From her blog, there are some things that make so much sense too. All worth thinking and remembering.

Love. I guess this is how happiness comes about too.
"Love is the only thing that keeps humans going forever"
Kinda makes lots of sense to me!

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I am really sad now. This time, even suju don't seem to be able to cheer me up. Sometimes, nth much else matters. What matters is the encouragement or consolation I hope to one day be able to receive from you all. But it doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon huh? It's not like I'm not sad enough, Your words don't help at all. Not at all. Why can't you just be like others? I feel so screwed now. Even though looks are really superficial, it really doesn't make one feel good when people are saying how ugly and stupid you look. Srsly, will anyone even appreciate?
I can just cry now.

-希

I am feeling so scared and sad now! I am scared of doomsday! I am scared of dying! I am scared of pain! I am scared of 2012. Don't tell me it will not come true, cos no one knows yet. Imagine just having approximately 2 years and 3mths and around3 weeks left (assuming we live till the last day of 2012) with your loved ones. Isn't it too horrible for anyone to take? omg, I srsly don't wanna die! I better go find a boyfriend soon. So that at least, if 2012 really happens, I have loved at least once. BUT PLEASE LET IT BE FAKE!!!! THERE IS SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO AND HAVE NOT DONE YET!!! I WANT TO WORK IN TOURISM!!!! I HAVEN DONE THAT YETT!!!! I HAVEN GONE TO SOOOOOO MANY COUNTRIES! This means that I must go watch super show3 next year, cos i might never get the chance to see them ever again. Shucks, I can just cry now! This is what the night does, make one emo and feel sad and worry and the list goes on.

oh noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can just cry now!

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I'm having a lot of mixed feelings now. So not exactly feeling very happy. I guess, a lot more are hidden.

Exams exams exams. One more paper! Last paper, econs on monday! And aft that, I'm free! Shall earn money like mad! HAHAH!

How nice, I don't know what to blog abt again...=.=!!!

Anyway, jiayou peeps, study hard for promos!

-希

I decided to blog because I realised that I kinda forgot the the existence of my blog! HAHAHA!

Anyway, was a good girl, studied hard today. Not hardcore memorising though. Since it's stats, most impt thing to do is to understand. Formulas given anyway so better to understand and know what to use. Accounting is srsly troublesome and nerve-racking(is this correct?. It is soooo freaking hard to balance cos I am careless. Sighhh.I hope i will be super careful on Monday and be able to balance my accounts once and for all. And I really realised that I worry too much. But good thing abt me is that, I worry but I kinda fix the worries and it normally turns out to be not that bad. Might not be fine but ok lah. Accountancy exam on monday, Stats on wednesday, econs on the following monday. Then I am free!!!!! To go grab all the money I can!!!
IKEA!!!! HERE I COME!!!!
They have all the money there for me to earn! I hope I am smart enough to pick up quickly and do a good job there! I don't think anyone knows this but I always secretly(no longer a secret since I'm telling you this) aim to do my best in work and try to be the best employee! HAHAHA! This is not some mindset I trained but something natural. I always have this thought when I work. Especially before I start a new job. But for Ajisen's case, it didn't last long. Such waiting jobs is not easy to handle at all. Need more experience to be able to do a fantastic job.
Anyway, I have lots of things to look forward to! SWIMMING!,Ikea, CRUISE!, Chalet! I know I have been harping on cruise and chalet for quite long. But too bad! HA! It will be when you jc peeps are having a torturous time in the exam hall!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Oh, I kinda look forward to Spot programme too! I don't think anyone knows what spot programme is. It stands for SP outstanding talent. I looking forward to it cos I want the overseas CIP and camps!!!!! Regarding the elective modules on the world today. I chose to keep a positive mindset abt it for now. Those are essential for me too. Shall try to like it!

More studying tmr! See you peeps!
SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM

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