My 200th post.

I am not in an exactly good mood now. Not cos of anyone in particular but due to my lack of discipline these few days. I srsly don't know what has happened to me because recently my focus is srsly off. Even when there are no distractions and just my work in front of me, I can just start to stone and basically 放空. That can actually last for like 10 mins before I try to shake myself awake. In this way, I always end up wasting lotss of time. I do have revision to do and this kind of me is not helping at all. Okay, it's not like I'm lacking way behind or I am dead for sure or something. I'm still fine i think. Just that, this side of me is really starting to get on my nerves. I really need to find some way to solve this problem. Any suggestion guys???
Okay, I doubt anyone is even going to reply to this qn of mine considering the fact that no one did for the last one. Oh well, everyone's busy right. No choice. I guess I'm the only free one around.

Anyway, my dad just came back from this 7th month dinner. He was telling us about how he met this new friend who's daughter is extremely smart. She managed to get some very pro scholarship which I kinda forgot the name, to go to USA to study for 4 years. Total amount the government is giving for the education is $620,000. And that girl also gets a salary of $2000 per month while studying. How cool right. I did kinda wonder why I am not as smart and pro as her and obviously this is because both our intelligence lie in different areas. I am still trying to aim for my SIA scholarship. It definitely is not going to be easy. But I will try for it. I need to study well!!!! I hope that I will be able to achieve a goal for once.

study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!study!

-希